I’ve never actually felt like I was worthy of Gods love I identify with the song You Say so much or anything by Lauren! I love her music! I never felt like I have been a good enough Catholic or have been able to be a great mom, wife or …. But I try.
I have experienced unconditional love from my husband and he’s been the only person in my life who has ever been able to give me love like that. He’s seen me at my lowest. Through cancer, mental illness, anorexia, recovery, PTSD, depression and other issues that are related to a childhood I wouldn’t wish on anyone. He’s always been patient and forgiving.
I have loved my daughter in ways I never imagined I could possibly. My mom said to me from the time I could remember that I am a birth control baby and a mistake. 10 days after my dad died she signed her rights away to me I was 13. I had no idea what having a mom was like because mine was so abusive that the lines were beyond repair by the time I had my daughter I felt I was never going to be able to parent her.
Love is hard!
I’ve never actually felt like I was worthy of Gods love I identify with the song You Say so much or anything by Lauren! I love her music! I never felt like I have been a good enough Catholic or have been able to be a great mom, wife or …. But I try.
I have experienced unconditional love from my husband and he’s been the only person in my life who has ever been able to give me love like that. He’s seen me at my lowest. Through cancer, mental illness, anorexia, recovery, PTSD, depression and other issues that are related to a childhood I wouldn’t wish on anyone. He’s always been patient and forgiving.
I have loved my daughter in ways I never imagined I could possibly. My mom said to me from the time I could remember that I am a birth control baby and a mistake. 10 days after my dad died she signed her rights away to me I was 13. I had no idea what having a mom was like because mine was so abusive that the lines were beyond repair by the time I had my daughter I felt I was never going to be able to parent her.
God works wonders thankfully 💕